i just want u there with me.........

it finally snowed!!!!! now i wanna go up to the mountains and snowboard and stay up there for awhile! that would be awesome, i mean chillin up there with my favoritest people how cool would that be???

so today i hung out with riss for a little bit, and brie and matt for the rest of the day. just remember ill always win. lol jkjk

o the weather outside is frightful and the fire is so delightful and since we have no place to go.. let it snow let it snow let it snow......when we finally kiss goodnight, how ill hate going out in the storm, but if u really hold me tight, all the way home ill be warm!

so the last 2 weeks have been really tough! but i have such awesome friends that they where there every step of the way! i really dont know where id be without them!!

ash- thanx for listening to me and being there for when i broke down!  i couldnt ask for a better best friend!!

erica- best eastoner ever!! thanx for being there 2 it really means a lot to me!!!

^ my 2 favoritest friends!! i really dont know what i would do without u guys!! erica soon as college hits im gonna go insane cuz u wont be there but im gonna come back!!!! and ash ur comin along hahah

*i have no more tears to cry, theres nothing left

another night where i cry myself to sleep.....i just wish things would be differant......i hate how things are and nothing could be done to change them.... idk what to do anymore.....i just wish......actually maybe i should just stopp....

im through with it all.............